ndancer

Dear Cecil or Robert, Just 2 years ago I bought my first house. I have rented all my life and have always put a lot of energy into fixing things up, especially the yards. It felt so good to finally be working on something I owned. I had promised myself I would own a home by the time I was 50 (things have been difficult in my life even though I have married twice). One year after buying my house I built and opened a restaurant. I will be turning 50 this month. My house has been foreclosed on and my business has closed. I put much more energy than I have ever put into anything before into these two projects. I read several books on the subject of Feng Shui as I was redoing my home and creating my business. Needless to say I've got it all wrong! I am still in my home for now due to a stay because of filing for bankruptcy. I don't know if there is anything you can tell me but I'm feeling there must be something I can do to change things. My husband and I are looking into taking over another space and starting over but I am so scared to make a decision as every one I make seems to be wrong. I probably should check out a shrink but I have no money. I guess I'm hoping for some help in deciding what to do with the space, which is empty. Please reply if you can. Thanks, help