ashrain

Please help my fiance and myself. I have just done some introductory reading on FS and I know that everything we have is all wrong. Not only by looking around our apartment, but by looking around our lives. We are both very creative, intelligent people, but ever since we moved into this apartment our lives have been crumbling. Until recent ally we both worked full time and went to school full time, then suddenly (and unexpectantly) I was fired. This shocked me, my co-workers, and even my managers..two of whom quit on the spot. We are also both so stressed out that we are feeling physical effects of it. MOST importantly we are fighting and we both dread walking into our apartment because it is the only place that truley causes such anxiety between us. I have no idea what to do. Our apartment is one bedroom and very tiny. We are not allowed to make structural changes, paint, or even put up border. Worst of all, we have no room for our stuff (bikes etc.) and yet still, we have very little furniture and most of it was free and is falling apart. I have been trying to take whatever money that I can scrounge after bills,food,tuition to at least buy a few candles..but i just have a feeling that the misery needs a bigger solution. One might think that we are just young and stressed due to other factors..but i know that it is this place. Finally, we can't move until we can afford to buy a second car (we are currently walking distance to work and classes). Does anyone have any inexpensive advice they can give. I would really appreciate it. I am at my end with this situation. It is starting to feel really hopeless and both my fiance and I are slipping into a depression that is making it harder and harder cope with. I am hoping that feung shui and st. johns wart will come togeather and help bring us out of it. truley, ashley